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Tuesday, December 10, 2024
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Friday, November 1, 2024
USING WORDS TO HEAL: I’ve Been Fighting This War Within Myself Makes the HPPR Summer Reading List
Antonio Sanchez-Day’s posthumous poetry collection with Meadowlark Press, I’ve Been Fighting This War Within Myself, made it to the High Plains Public Radio Summer Reading List. Meadowlark’s own Emilie Moll explains why readers should choose the newly awarded Kansas Notable book to read in 2024.
Read the article here or listen to the audio at HPPR’s Radio Reader’s Book Club series!
Recently awarded a Kansas Notable title, I’ve Been Fighting This War Within Myself gives a voice to a population whose experiences are deeply personal and, it seems, rarely represented in literature. The book is filled with photocopies of lined loose-leaf paper, marked with poems in Antonio’s handwriting, which reminded me the whole way through the book of how real, and from the not-so distant past all of this was.
I thought to myself, as I was writing essays in school on lined paper, Antonio was writing lyrical rap songs, sharing how they make, quote-unquote, Jailhouse coffee, and fighting a violent battle with his own inner demons on the same type of paper. This poetry brought me closer to one point two million individuals – Americans incarcerated in the United States prison system, as of 2024. It gave me a reminder I did not know that I needed – that inmates are equally as human as those walking the streets, and are not to be shelved and forgotten, left without a voice after their final sentencing – and Antonio showed me how brave these voices can be.
This poetry showed me a depth of pain and darkness I had not known before, and with the same wing, brought me back up to the light and taught me resiliency. Antonio seemed to tell me between these pages that, no matter what grave it seems you have found yourself in, you can make it out again.
The first section of this collection is called, “Hometown: Trying to siphon out the love from the hate”. As I embarked on this journey with Antonio, I got the sense that he did just that with each poem he wrote. To me, it seemed that the venom on these pages was the pain that he wanted to leave behind, and by trapping it on the page, he might’ve walked away lighter. These poems are acts of transformation and reflection. They are breadcrumbs that take you through Antonio’s life. And they immortalize him, his choices, and his unique voice.
Antonio built a community of writers around himself, both during and after he completed his sentence. It was during his sentence, as a student in the creative writing classes offered at the Douglas County Jail, that he met Brian Daldorph. Brian is a poet, Professor of English at the University of Kansas, and creative writing instructor at the Douglas County Jail, who curated this posthumous collection. Antonio regularly returned to the Douglas County Jail after his sentence, this time as an instructor to these classes. Brian has this to say about his experience with Antonio:
I’ve Been Fighting This War Within Myself is available wherever you buy books. As a Kansas Notable book, be sure to encourage your loved ones, as well as librarians and teachers to put this on their shelves. Learn more about I’ve Been Fighting This War Within Myself, what we’re doing with the proceeds, and other Meadowlark titles at meadowlarkbookstore.com
I am Emilie Moll for the High Plains Public Radio Readers Book Club’s Summer Reading List.
Friday, October 25, 2024
A Coming-of-Age Story: Al Ortolani's BULL IN THE RING Makes it to HPPR's Radio Readers Book Club
As you may have heard, the celebrated Kansas poet and long-time educator Al Ortolani has written his first fiction novel, Bull in the Ring. Over the summer, this honest and edgy coming-of-age story was featured on High Plains Public Radio’s Summer Reading List. Emilie Moll talks about why everyone should meet Danny Prego, the novel’s captivating young protagonist.
Read the article here or listen to the audio on HPPR Radio Readers Book Club!
I’m Emilie Moll, editorial assistant for Meadowlark Press, for the High Plains Public Radio Summer Reading List. Our small, independent press specializes in stories from the Midwest, and today I'll be talking about Bull in the Ring, by Al Ortolani, a Meadowlark Book. This was Al’s first fiction novel, on which I had the honor of working as an editor.
Bull in the Ring is the introspective, entertaining, and gritty coming of age story for anyone – from the young, reluctant reader looking for a book that says, “to hell with the rules,” to those who might feel a historical sense of familiarity when they pick up this book. In a similar vein to Demon Copperhead by Barbara Kingsolver, this PG-13, lyrical novel by beloved Kansas educator and poet, Al Ortolani, takes you back to small-town Southeast Kansas in the 70s – think picking up a pack of cigarettes for Mom, drinking a cold beer before doing something stupid with your teammates, a football coach finding creative ways to discipline, Coke bottle returns, classic cars, leather boots, and definitely chickens – some are fried and some are still feathered.
Danny Prego is unlike your typical young protagonist from Kansas. Growing up, many protagonists that I read from Kansas were from a farm or lived life on the Prairie – it never resembled my own midwestern experience. In this book, you get a look at what it’s really like to live under the geographic moniker, “Pullet County,” a location where everyone works at the local chicken factory, and which to this day is the poorest county in the State of Kansas. What struck me was how immediately charmed I was by Danny – his angst dripped from the page with every clever, sarcastic turn of phrase.
He makes questionable choices. He resents his lot in life. And yet, to see the world through his eyes is to see living in poverty and with alcoholism for what it is. Danny shows you his wounded heart – and you can’t help but ache for him. For me, reading this book was like gaining a little brother, and feeling the emotional depth of his experiences was inevitable due to the intimate nature of its prose. I shared his pride and shame, felt his pangs of jealousy, came to understand his apathy, became a cynic in his world myself, and found myself celebrating each small victory and each strand of hope as it came.
Al Ortolani approaches his first novel with the heart of a poet, and with the deft skill of a longtime author and educator in language and linguistics.
Melissa Fite Johnson, author of Green, had this to say about the book.
“Al Ortolani’s Bull in the Ring manages to conjure other great coming-of-age stories—think Catcher in the Rye, think The Absolutely True Diary of a Part-Time Indian—while being “in a football conference all on its own.” Danny Prego is an instantly iconic protagonist, masking deep hurt and insecurity with careful bravado and one-liners, with his dad’s boots that make him taller and the dream of a letter jacket that will make him feel like someone. Bull in the Ring is a time capsule of a book that made me nostalgic for an era before I was even born.”
Bull in the Ring is available for purchase wherever you buy books. Learn more about Bull in the Ring and other Meadowlark titles at meadowlarkbookstore.com.
I am Emilie Moll for the High Plains Public Radio Reader’s Book Club’s Summer Reading List.
Monday, October 14, 2024
OUT NOW! Witness by Ruth Bardon - 2024 Birdy Poetry Prize Finalist
About Witness:
Finalist of the 2024 Birdy Poetry Prize
Ruth Bardon grew up in Highland Park, New Jersey, and lived in a number of midwestern cities before firmly settling in Durham, North Carolina. She received an MFA from the Iowa Writers Workshop in 1982 and a PhD in English from the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill in 1995. Her poems have appeared in The Southern Review, Boulevard, The Cincinnati Review, New Ohio Review, Salamander, and other journals. She is the author of two chapbooks: Demon Barber (Main Street Rag, 2020) and What You Wish For (Finishing Line Press, 2023). She is also the author of Selected Short Stories of William Dean Howells (Ohio University Press, 1997).
Praise for Witness:
If
specificity is indeed universal, then Ruth Bardon’s Witness is
a debut poetry collection for us all. Imbued with the rich details of life,
these tightly crafted yet generous poems enlarge our days with vision and
grace. “I think of how strong I was,” Bardon writes, “slicing through a world /
where I couldn’t even breathe, / and claiming it as mine.” These are works of
wonder and precision, and whether turning a keen eye toward a solar eclipse, a
truck packed with caged chickens, strange new technologies, or her own
indelible past, Bardon’s poems implore us to pay attention, to bear witness to
the horrors and wild joys of existence.
—Jared Harél, Let Our Bodies Change the Subject
There’s a passion just below the surface of Ruth Bardon’s poems that sometimes
rips its way out, as it does in the last lines of “Near the End”: “I just
wanted to make my voice / into something jagged and sharp / and to slash
somebody with it.” We’re not told exactly what’s going on in this hospital
scene, but we sense the extreme emotion of the speaker. The same thing happens
at the end of “Typography,” in which the good girl in nursery school misbehaves
because after earning only green or yellow lights, she “wanted to know how red
would feel.” But, in “Typography,” and in Bardon’s poetry in general, we’re
more likely to find emotion expressed “by taking the time / to find the perfect
word,” whether the poem is centered on the significant events of family life
and stories of birth and death or on stories of hurricanes, floods, and
Halley’s Comet. Dividing her poems into three sections—Early Years, Middle
Years, Later Years—Bardon is “claiming [life] as mine,” and she claims it for
us too, as witnesses.
—Brian Daldorph, Kansas Poems and Words Is a Powerful
Thing
Witness explores the ways in which the stories that make up
families continue to be written in the margins of our personal stories.
Bardon’s intuition for narrative is guided by a poetic sensibility that uses
images and lyricism to recreate memories and experiences. While time acts as
the framework of Witness, its poems speak to the present moment in
perceptive ways. Nuanced and inviting, Witness teaches us to
see.
—José Angel Araguz, Rotura and Ruin & Want
In Witness, Ruth Bardon’s use of precise spare language and perfect
metaphors captures and penetrates the essence of each subject like the stabbing
of a squirming bug. It is a monument to modern life, full of understated
emotion, excellent and fine. Thank you, Ruth, for giving the world this
collection.
—Ruth Maus, Valentine and Puzzled
Wednesday, September 11, 2024
PAINT IT BLUE: The Emotional Force of Norman Carr’s Use of Color BY ARLICE W. DAVENPORT
What I call “pure painting” is a concept that has prevailed in American aesthetics since at least the 1940s. Most prominent among its practitioners are the Abstract Expressionists Mark Rothko, Jackson Pollock, and Robert Motherwell. Their work, in all its high-intensity variety, displays the purity of modern painting: its exclusive reliance on the elements of form, line, and color.
What at first may seem to be a reduction in painting – no longer depicting natural or familiar objects, and thereby restricting the viewer’s visual field – is in fact an expansion. Abstract or nonobjective painting is about something more than merely representing the world of the senses on canvas or paper. It has become self-conscious, making itself the focus of its “representation.” By that, I mean that the Abstract Expressionists shaped this new, elemental style of painting into a tour de force of innovation, passion, and extraordinary use of color.
Norman Carr, an award-winning nonobjective painter from Wichita, Kansas, is an expert in each of these fields; indeed, his abstract oeuvre has lifted them to an almost transcendent level. Much more could be said about his hard-edged geometric forms or the precision of his lines. But I am interested in the emotional impact of his colors, in which he follows the lead of his ghostly mentor, the late Wassily Kandinsky.
I hit upon the controlling idea of this essay after admiring one of Carr’s recent paintings, Shape Symposium No. 5 (2022), which graces the front cover of my fourth full-length book of poems, In Search of the Sublime (Meadowlark Poetry Press, 2023). At first, I faced a well-worn conundrum: how to assess the ongoing impact of a nonobjective painting, after the shock of the new has worn off. The answer, it turns out, is clear and simple in Carr’s case: The emotional power of color fuels the strength of his works.Now, emotion can easily be deemed the only lasting value of all the arts, especially music. Rooted in inwardness, our experience of great music transmutes sounds into a distinct perception of time, which flows from the progression of musical notes and the composer’s signature movements. But one pioneering abstract painter discovered that music does much more. For Kandinsky, the Russian maestro of nonobjective painting in the early to mid-20th century, music also expresses colors in all their visual intensity.
Hearing Music and Seeing Colors
The most famous incident of this type of “mystical” effect of music on its listeners happened the night Kandinsky attended a concert of Wagner’s Lohengrin at Moscow’s Bolshoi Theatre. Not only was the music forceful, as expected, but it caused Kandinsky to see the color of each note in this new work.
Biographers, art critics, and aficionados of painting continue to debate whether Kandinsky’s identification of music and colors was caused by synesthesia, a neurological condition in which one sense, in this case, hearing, stimulates another, sight. Synesthesia certainly is the most direct and obvious diagnosis of what occurred to Kandinsky that night. But for me, that “spell” is better understood as an intuition of the underlying unity of all artistic expression. Musical notes can also be colors because both elements share the same emotional foundation.
I have undertaken this lengthy diversion to make a singular point: Norman Carr’s oeuvre of nonobjective paintings displays an identical passion to Kandinsky’s synesthesia: the perception of a unifying, emotional bond that joins disparate aesthetic elements. In this framework, music and painting become one because they share the same telos: to leave a lasting emotional impression on the listener or viewer.
How does this follow? If we admit that emotion is the final value of nonobjective painting, then we must also recognize that emotion – like all perceptions – is never objective, but intrinsically subjective. The viewer must inwardly appropriate her visual experience: Whatever is seen must first be intended by the viewer, then interpreted by her.
The Primacy of Spirit Over Matter
Here is the epistemological foundation of modern painting that Kandinsky intuited, and Carr builds on: No quality of a painting exists independently or objectively. It must be affirmed subjectively, finding its place in the perceptual field of the viewer. Why? Because the immateriality of human experience requires it. This immateriality – as the philosopher George Lowell Tollefson demonstrates in his recent book The Immaterial Structure of Human Experience (Palo Flechado Press, 2019) – manifests the primacy of spirit over matter, not only in our knowledge of the world and each other, but also in our perception of truth, beauty, and goodness.
That said, let us turn to a closer analysis of Shape Symposium No. 5. We can immediately see the dominance of yellow in the top portion of this large detail of the painting. And with even greater intensity, we perceive the cluster of blue forms, varied in their hues, in the lower section. Though these “pieces” of blue are not all connected, they collectively beam brightly, creating an anchor in a sea of intriguing shapes and other, darker, more earthy colors. Once we have surveyed their range, we can immediately perceive them as one extended image whose cumulative revelation of blue stands in opposition to the yellows above. What began as formally complementary colors on the artist’s color wheel becomes antagonistic: Each swath of yellow and blue vies for dominance in the viewer’s vision.
To help decipher the emotional force of these colors, we will turn to Kandinsky’s assessment of each. His thoughts will deepen our experience of the colors and provide a continuum from Kandinsky to nonobjective painting in the 21st century, which Carr so successfully draws on.
For Kandinsky, yellow and blue are the quintessential warm and cool colors, primed to produce “spiritual vibrations” in the viewer. (All color definitions that follow are presented in an online essay by Ekaterina Smirnova titled “Basic Color Theory by Kandinsky.”)
Yellow is variously “warm, cheeky and exciting, disturbing for people,” and associated with “attack and madness.” Blue, on the other hand, is “peaceful, supernatural, deep, the typical heavenly color. The lighter it is, the more calming it is. When in the end it becomes white, it reaches absolute calmness.”
If we turn to the lower portion of Shape Symposium No. 5, we cannot miss the eccentric contours of a large container of black. We saw that for Kandinsky, yellow was ambiguous: cheeky and exciting and simultaneously reflective of madness. Black follows suit: It is “extinguished, immovable. Not without possibility . . . like an eternal silence, without future and hope. While the white expresses joy and spotless cleanliness, the black is the color of great grief.”
Color Is the Chief Element in Nonobjective Painting
Kandinsky’s emphasis here is on color as a conveyer or container of strong emotion. Not only does color set the mood of a painting, but it communes with the artist’s and viewer’s spirits to generate “the meaning” of the work. What we learn from this is that the emotion expressed by color is the chief, longest-lasting element in the aesthetic experience of the viewer.
Nevertheless, in many nonobjective paintings, the emotional impact of color is often sensed only subconsciously. We “feel” the colors’ expressing one duality after another: intensity or serenity, anger or love, action or introspection. So how does the subconscious rise to the level of the conscious? By approaching a painting, I suggest, in the way an audience experienced a classic Greek drama – particularly how spectators of tragedies viewed what happened on stage.
In his Poetics, Aristotle wrote of the catharsis that theater-goers experience while watching a tragedy: through intense feelings of pity and fear. I think much the same happens with Carr’s painting. His foundational use of color in Shape Symposium No. 5 is not tragic, per se, but it does create a tension between yellow and blue (what he calls “The Gospel of Tension”) – and is paired with the enigmatic presence of black, which threatens to swallow all in its path.
Although we may not at first articulate our experience of this painting in precisely these terms, the outlook becomes clearer – and more of a release – once Carr achieves a harmony between the agonist colors. This feeling of emotional balance, of a light, cool release from dread, turns our attention to the values in the yellows spread throughout, creating a more dominant cast to the top of the painting, and softening the conflict in the bottom half. Once this type of reconciliation is set in motion, blue moves closer to becoming an oasis of calm and retreat.
The Dialectic of Tension and Release
Even a casual observer notices how Carr’s use of color guides the viewer’s gaze and creates focal points in his nonobjective paintings. The process of layering also helps him create depth, complexity, and movement. Carr adds to this litany of effects with his individual dialectic of tension and release, issuing in a soothing harmony that draws the viewer further into the painting. What I feel as I survey the pairings of warm and cool, light and dark, depth and surface, transports me beyond the strictly visual into a realm of vitality, discovery, solitude, and hope.
And I leave my viewing of Norman Carr’s masterful painting as the audience left the Greek theater: feeling cleansed and uplifted, with a deeper understanding of the ways of gods and men. Indeed, I leave having had the purest aesthetic pleasure from an expert of the latest manifestation of pure painting.
Arlice W. Davenport is the author of four full-length books of poetry and two chapbooks. All books have been published by Meadowlark Press or Meadowlark Poetry Press in Emporia, Kansas. His academic background includes degrees in philosophy, literature, and religious studies, along with a concentration of work in art history. He and Norman Carr have been friends for more than 40 years, traveling internationally, along with Davenport’s wife, Laura. He lives in Wichita, Kansas. Learn more about his books at and http://www.poetsatwork.net.
Friday, August 30, 2024
Daniel Boone Public Library Interview with Marilyn Hope Lake
Great interview with Marilyn Hope Lake, author of Our Mothers' Ghosts, available from Meadowlark Press.
Marilyn Hope Lake, Ph.D., is a Columbia, MO author whose latest book is “Our Mothers’ Ghosts and Other Stories.” The book is a collection of 13 connected short stories that reveal the shared hopes and dreams, struggles and successes of women in one midwestern family throughout the 20th century. Lake is a former Mizzou faculty member in English and Business who has won many awards for her writing over the years.
Read Interview with the Daniel Boone Public Library in Columbia Missouri.
Sunday, August 18, 2024
Enter the Goodreads Giveaway for The Last Rancher by August 25!
Goodreads Book Giveaway
The Last Rancher
by Robert Rebein
Giveaway ends August 25, 2024.
See the giveaway details at Goodreads.